Desire to be With Him

Thomas Lima csc –

Readings: Acts 18:23-28; Jn 16:23-28

Today’s first reading deals with a very familiar text about Apollos and his encounter with Priscilla and Aquila who would literally change his life. Often, God lets people, known or unknown to enter our lives for a season. However, we often fail to see their purpose and instead choose to brush them off as though we don’t need their help. One thing I like about Apollos is that he was teachable. He was willing to be taught, to learn what he didn’t know. Once we learn, we can go and be effective in the things that God has called us.

In today’s gospel, Jesus tells his disciples: “Whatever you ask the Father for in my name, God will give to you.” The core and power of Jesus’ instruction seems to be that we need to ask in Jesus’ name and not just say: “Hey God! Could you help me out?” Jesus tells us that if we speak God’s name reverently and call upon God from the depths of our hearts, we will receive what we truly need. Most of the time I think I know what I need. Perhaps more accurately, I know what I want. What I may want or desire, however, may not be the most beneficial gift or grace for me.

Jesus knows us intimately and desires that we come to know Him too intimately. Today and every day, Jesus invites us into an intimate and loving friendship. Jesus yearns for us to come to Him simply because we love Him and we desire to be with Him. This truly is what love and friendship is about! Today I ask myself: What do I truly desire? Whom do I desire?