By Anthony Jayaraj csc –
Readings: Gen 12: 1-9; Mt 7: 1-5
The liturgy of the word is inviting me to realize how closed I am to God who does not judge, but showers us with love. I feel that I need to have a heart which is generous in forgiving. As I forgive, so will I be forgiven, in the same measure. At times I am very quick to judge others by mere assumptions and doubts. I believe that it is because of my poor understanding of who God is for me.
Abram, in the first reading, knew who God was for him and his brokenness was an empty vessel. He was aware of God’s love and his preciousness as a blessing. Today Jesus is asking me a personal question, “Who am I to you?”
Perhaps the answer to this question will challenge my perception and understanding of him. My limitedness, poor self-esteem, fear, insecurity, attachment, and uncertainty in life, especially in these trying times, blind me to clearly observe my preciousness and the goodness in others. On the cross too, Jesus chose to forgive the thief and those who hurt him rather than judge them. The moment I judge others, I stop loving myself and others. And I understand now that by condemning others I do not become righteous.